Purpose

So you know how sometimes you feel like you have no purpose or no purpose where you are? Maybe its at work or at home or in your community in some way.

Yesterday, I think I found my current purpose. I can’t say too much , but I can say that it has to do with becoming a caregiver for a family member. This is a huge step for me and I’m a little anxious about it, but I know it’s the right thing to do.

I was told that a lot of my family doesn’t think I’m going to follow through, they think I’m going to just get and disappear after a few weeks. I offered this four months ago and when I got the message yesterday, I got there as soon as I could.

I’m not the best at waiting for answers so this is going to be a hard few weeks for me. We will find out the end of July if this is possible. If we fine out in the end of July it’s going to be quick move, just a few days to get 2 people who have a good amount of stuff to move is not going to be fun. I will have the entire month of August or the month after I give my 30 days.

I’m rather nervous about the whole thing and it’s been on my mind a lot since yesterday about how to handle certain people in the situation. There are going to be a lot of people who are very unhappy with this arrangement, but this is not what I chose. The person this effects chose is the one who chose this arrangement.

I was really struggling with my purpose and really struggling with this person being in the situation she is in currently. God gives you no m0re then you can handle with Him and He gives us each task at the exact right time.